You Died (and i didn't cry) :'(

from by Scott Deadelus



We were close not so long ago
But we weren’t that close
and it was actually quite a while ago
I told you I was like Holden Caulfield
not able to make a call on the phone
I’d just look at it and hang it back up
So you sent me a message
and it grew from there
into nothing really

We grew apart it was all my fault
Maybe a little yours too (you broke up with me after all)
I didn’t see you much after that
Except when you hugged me hard
I was with another girl at a bar
I awkwardly asked if you were drunk
And you seemed to hate me for it

We never spoke again

I vaguely knew that you were sick
Thought it was exaggerated
Then a friend told me you were dead
And I felt strange and felt I missed you a bit
Like when I would look at pictures of you
every once in a while

But I didn’t feel that sad
Like when you find something you thought was lost
And you no longer want it and throw it away
I thought I should cry but I couldn’t
And I thought I should go to your viewing
But I couldn’t
Or I didn’t want to
Or it was a complicated mess
But either way I couldn’t cry

You died and I couldn’t cry


from Flarsh, released August 7, 2013


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Scott Deadelus Dayton, Ohio

Making music under the guidance of Dr. Clank since 2004.

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